Friday, August 29, 2008

虛偽

生前在這個世上,相信每一個人也懂得虛偽的。
虛偽是人的本性,也是其中一種生存之道,
這個世界,現今的社會太複雜了,
令人們在不同的場合中要帶上不同的面具和說一些好聽的話,
而那些話中,到底有多少是真多少是假?
這個不能探究,也不要探究,對別人的說話,稍為有些許保留的好,
凡事只能靠自己,信自己,因為自己才是最可靠的一個。

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

中國奧運

這次中國所辦的奧運真的可說威盡全球,
首先開募式已讓人讚不絕口,還說是歷屆以來做得最好的。
讓那些看不起中國人的外國人眼界大開,也不敢再說什麼吧?
其次是奧運獎牌,過去那麼多屆的主辦國中,第四個國家拿過百面獎牌,
雖然美國拿得比中國多十面獎牌,但以金牌計算,中國還是遠遠拋離美國呢。
看了中國的奧運後,大家也在談論倫敦的奧運會怎樣呢?
以現在的經濟來說,相信很少國家會拿那麼多財力來主辦一個運動盛事,
另外,又有那一個國家能像中國那樣,找來那麼多人來表演呢?

勇氣

勇氣到底是什麼?
每次動完手術,很多人也說很勇敢,這是客套話還是真心話?
一直覺得決定動手術與否,並不需要多大的勇氣,
雖說受的是自己,但到了手術那天,也只是靜靜躺在手術枱上睡覺什麼也不用做的。
手術後的痛是必定的,但以現在的醫學水平,用重藥控制痛楚方面是挺有效,
當然這只限於手術後的痛。

Monday, August 25, 2008

Homecare

I don't know what to say at all. I had had many surgeries since I was born, but none of my family knows how to take care patient. I can't say anything, just can accept, because no matter what they say. They are my family. It is very frustrated for it. They are my family aren't they suppose the one who know me better?

Thursday, August 21, 2008

Medication

Going home is most of people want to do after surgery, but that is not me. I know nobody is able to take care and understand me at home. I had had many trouble this time. First of all, since I had had THR, I needed to have Enoxaparin injection. My weigh is too low, I couldn't find my doseage in any local pharmacies. All I can do is buy 30mg and waste 20mg in the sink. I know that is not safe to do, but that is all I can do. Hopefully, I will fine with it. Anyway, I just need till Aug 27.

Monday, August 18, 2008

Better...

I feel a lot better today than last week. Pain reduces and I am able to walk with walker. Still I am not allow to put weigh on my right leg, cross the legs, bent my hip more then 90 degree and cannot move my right leg to the left. Stitches has little pain but much better than last week. Now I am taking oxycodone. Everything is fine. Hopefully I can go home on the coming weekend.

Thursday, August 14, 2008

好一點了…

手術後的兩天了,今天因輸了兩包血,才稍有精神。
手術後的那天,痛已去到八級,但PCA的藥一點用處也沒,
也幸好,麻醉藥沒有過,所以一直昏昏睡睡。
昨天轉用morphine,藥到痛止。
但因麻醉藥的關係,什麼也吃不了,一直嘔過不停…
但一切還好吧,至少我能起床,坐在床邊數秒,
這次手術比上一次的頸手術辛苦,可能頸較敏感,所以落的藥較重的關係吧…
但總算過去了。

Monday, August 4, 2008

小耳朵

這對小耳朵陪伴了我有六年的時間,記得初時發現聽力衰退是在十多歲的時候,但父母因小耳朵的費用高昂而不願意買給我,記得那時學校的老師知道了,不停的催促,但到最後我跟老師說不要再提了,因為他們不想買,我也沒辦法。到最後畢業時,得到了獎學金,而老師竟然跟獎學金的sponser提出送我一對小耳朵,而這對小耳朵比起其他得獎者所得的獎學金是五倍呢!
帶了小耳朵,在學習方面真的進步很多,因為比從前聽得更清楚,但因為帶了六年了,是該換一雙了,或許等recover後才再買一對吧。到時不知要多少錢了。